I thought I'd be able to ease myself back into work after a month off but It's been one of those weeks. 

Monday and Tuesday were spent running around trying to put a series of pieces of work together for CB, all with totally unrealistic deadlines. Why does she tell everyone that it's possible when she's not the one doing them?! Arrrrghhhh!

Wednesday I was'nt feeling that great so I took the day off. I ended up missing the meeting I was supposed to have with the boss but I'm sure I'll get over it. I spent the rest of the day trying to keep warm while I psyched myself up for the following day in order to attack it with a renewed vigour.

I should have spent more time doing something useful.

Today, I was annoyed. It seems that it the meeting I was to have with the boss, she was to tell me where I would fit in a restructure of the department with me being integrated into another team. My team effectivley disbanded. 

This made me angry, I mean, What the fuck?! What was wrong with it the way it is?!

It seems that I'm going to be working for another manager who sees my team and I as an antagonist to hers. Great! Well, if I wasn't sure before about getting another job before, I am now!

Aside from that, Zofnat got in touch and told me that she's coming back to London next month. I'll have to see if I can get down there. I'm also writing a short film that I'm thinking of shooting in my back garden, it could be fun.

Right now I feel pretty sombre about work and my situation but fairly optimistic about everything else. I guess that's a start.

See ya.

Tags: work
Current Location: In the Study
Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: Lacuna Coil - Heaven's a Lie