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Just had a pretty stressful week putting together a major piece of work on homecare for the government and feeling mentally knackered as a result. After completing in four days what normally takes 4 weeks, our management decided to go on a conference the day of submission. Arseholes.
This left my boss and the rest of us to get on with doing their dirty work after their fiddling of the figures. They're so concerned with looking good they don't want to tell it like it really is. If you couldn't tell before, I'm angry about the situation and it's just another reason to leave work sooner rather than later.
Aaahhh, so depressing. Never mind, just breathe.
I'm still working on this script idea, It's taking me ages to get motivated. I get so lazy without someone to bounce ideas of and kick me up the arse to do something about it. At the moment it's in fragments of a story rather than a complete picture but hey that's how I work.
Guy Fawke's night ended up pretty uneventful and the fireworks displays were mostly drab compared to last years, Maybe there's a gunpowder shortage after that last Wachowski Brothers movie, you know, to burn all the remaining copies.
I've been making some enquiries to go rally driving again, I miss doing sixty miles an hour through a forest only occasionally hitting the odd tree when on your roof. There's a place quite nearby that I didn't know about so I'll try there too.
Other than that I'm trying to think of a good business idea that I can run from home and keep me in funds while making films but most of the ones I've come up with aren't really that viable. I'm sure that there's something I can think of that'll work though.
Anyway, Later. Tags: work Current Location: In The Study Current Mood: blah Current Music: Face to Face - Disconnected
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I thought I'd be able to ease myself back into work after a month off but It's been one of those weeks. Monday and Tuesday were spent running around trying to put a series of pieces of work together for CB, all with totally unrealistic deadlines. Why does she tell everyone that it's possible when she's not the one doing them?! Arrrrghhhh! Wednesday I was'nt feeling that great so I took the day off. I ended up missing the meeting I was supposed to have with the boss but I'm sure I'll get over it. I spent the rest of the day trying to keep warm while I psyched myself up for the following day in order to attack it with a renewed vigour. I should have spent more time doing something useful. Today, I was annoyed. It seems that it the meeting I was to have with the boss, she was to tell me where I would fit in a restructure of the department with me being integrated into another team. My team effectivley disbanded. This made me angry, I mean, What the fuck?! What was wrong with it the way it is?! It seems that I'm going to be working for another manager who sees my team and I as an antagonist to hers. Great! Well, if I wasn't sure before about getting another job before, I am now! Aside from that, Zofnat got in touch and told me that she's coming back to London next month. I'll have to see if I can get down there. I'm also writing a short film that I'm thinking of shooting in my back garden, it could be fun. Right now I feel pretty sombre about work and my situation but fairly optimistic about everything else. I guess that's a start. See ya. Tags: work Current Location: In the Study Current Mood: apathetic Current Music: Lacuna Coil - Heaven's a Lie
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